I spent the night away from the hospital last night, because lil Bee is up here and she convinced me that I needed to get away for some much needed rest. She spent the night with Bree. It was so hard to be away from my daughter. I felt guilty, but I did sleep. Lil Bee said that Bree did get some rest But this morning she is back to being out of it and trying to pull out the tubes, asking where I was... It breaks my heart when she's asking "Where's my mom?" as I walk in the room and I wasn't there but I know, I need to take care of myself too to be any good to her.
I just want her to have some relief. I want to take her home and let her be surrounded by all her family, her pets and in her own bed and her own familar surroundings.
Well I started this blog over an hour ago but got occupied, busy with Bree and other things so I'll go ahead and post it and try to update later on.
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